Struggling

I have been working on reopening Carlton Club. For you new readers, it was a club in Second Life that I opened just before the world shut down with Covid. It was successful for me because I spent time there and worked it. Others didn’t want to put in much time so they didn’t get much out of it. I’ve re-worked the premise and the setup. I really like it. But……………….

Something has been holding me back. I was going to open at the beginning of Dec. I was set up but decided to postpone until Jan 1st. That was a few days ago and still nothing. All I have to do is start to advertise.

I have been searching my soul for the reason and haven’t come up with one, until today.

Even though I have everything setup, I don’t want to be in charge of an online club because I will make it my life’s work and never leave the house, or my seat, again.

I have literally walked around this subject in my head so many times that there’s starting to be a visible footpath. I don’t always go with “emotional” thinking. I’m a pretty rational person. But I KNOW I will be moving in a year to a place that I will call home, as opposed to my current rental. If the house doesn’t need my “magic” touch, then you’ll find me in my workshop creating some piece of shit or other. And now that I’ve decided to retire very early, I just don’t want to work that hard. ♥

Lexi

living the second life.

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